All I wanted was to belong I wanted to fit in but I just never could I was to big to be a skater although I loved the music. I was to poor to be prep although they for some reason wanted to hang with me, and I wasn’t black enough to be with the black kids no matter who was my friend. I was left out of birthday parties growing up and cookouts. Notice how I didn’t say Parties! Yea I was that guy going too parties every weekend and most of the time I wasn’t told till the last class of the day on Friday night or late Saturday while at home watching movies. See kids realized I was a guy who could get anything and so I became "TG" or That Guy! TG was the dude who everyone knew but never really called " Friend". I guess like in Pineapple Express the movie where the Drug Dealer never has friends because they just want to buy weed.
Now don’t get me wrong I had a great time and never would i play the "Poor Fag" Card cause the hell if i was to ever tell anyone about my secret that would kill any chance i ever had to be a political figure. I took my part and made it mine i did everything a kid could do. I wasn’t going to let who i was control me I was going to control it so i set out on a mission to suppress every human emotion I could!
I was President to the school Choir
Guess who i Am?
Footballl Player and Division 1A Prospect
Wrestling All - American and State Champion (Thats me and Cain velasquez of the UFC as kids)
Nice writeup, however; you always did have at least one good friend, aka buddy ol' pal, but for some reason our time spent hanging out became limited the older we got.
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